Tuesday, June 20, 2006
b/c no ione checks and no one cares....
A - Available: that would be a yes.
A - Animal and anime: panthers (well, in reality, black leopards) and hell yeah to anime!
A - Annoyance: stupid people.
B - Best Friend {s} : Sam, Alix, Carolyn, Tarik (when he's behaving and not lying)
B - Bar: aura- being underage doesn;t matter if you know the owner and the bar tender
B - Birthday: 5.12
C - Can I get a woot woot!: no
C - Car?: gold toyota carola. that i share. with my brother. the ass.
C - Cat: kitty (what can i say? i was little) and nightshade (or lampshade depending on who you talk to. and if they've been drinking)
D - Dead Pets Name: bubba, sugar, tiger
D - Dad's Name: Joe
D - Dog: half bassett hound, half blood hound: Lightning
E - Easiest person to talk to: alix
E - Eggs: scrabmbled hard with ham
E - E-mail: which account?
F - Favorite color: green, silver, black. hello slytherin house!
F - Food: watermelon, crab cakes, chicken fingers, chinese
F - Foreign Slang: i can;t remember how it goes but translated from latin it says: "I conquored all of the Roman Empire and all I got was this stupid t-shirt."
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: sour gummy worms
G - God: who?
G - Good or bad: appathetic
H - Hair Color: dirty blonde or brown. either. both.
H - How many licks to get to the Toostsie Roll center of a Toostsie Pop: "Let's find out. A one, a two, and a three. Three."
H - Happy: won't boher to complain
I - Ice Cream: mint chocolate chip!
I - Idol: er.... Edward Alphonse
I - Intercourse: no comment
J - Jewelry: as long as it is not gold
J - Job: barista at the gelato store
J - Jokes: only ones stolen from other comics
K - Kids: maybe. if i adopt.
K - Karate: poekoelan
K - Kung Fu: used to...
L - Love: definitly not at this age
L - Longest Car Ride: Summit, NJ to Minneapolis, MN.... four hellish days without a CD player (that was the style at that time)
L - Lipstick or Chapstick: chapstick
M - Milk Flavor: chocolate
M - Movie Last Watched: Big Fish/The Fast and the Furious (they were on TV and i couldn;t choose)
M - Money you have on you: $28 plus 5 uncashed checks equalling over $1,000
N - No one: "no one knows" -- Queens of the Stoneage
N - Northern or Southern: Northern
N - Name: Maddie, Mads, kozz, kozy, bitch
O - One Wish: i wish i could make everything turn out the way it does in my head
O - One Phobia: spiders
O - Otter Pop: what?
P - Parents, are they married or divorced: divorced and remarried or living with someone
P - Part of your appearance you like best: my hair
P - Part of your Personality you like best: stubborness
Q - Quick or Slow?: slow i guess.
Q - Queer or Straight?: both?
Q - Queen or King?: i am both! HAHAHAHA! TREMBLE BEFORE ME!!!!!
R - Reason to smile: friends
R - Reality TV Show: Project Runway
R - Right or Left: left b/c it's sinister
S - Song Last Heard: Riarto -- Asian Kung-Fu Nation (no joke on the title there folks)
S - Series: Dark Tower by Stephen King or Harry Potter by J. K. Rowling
S - Stole this survey from?: a stupid young male on deviantART
T - Time you woke up: 1:11 pm... hehehe no joke.
T - Time Now: 3:53 am
T - Time you sleep: 5 or 6 am
U - Unknown: calculus
U - Unicorns: exist in Harry Potter novels as well as other sci-fi/fantasy novels
U - You are: going to bed soon
V - Vegetable you hate: beets, peppers, califlower
V - Vegetable you love: green beans, sugar snap peas, zuccini, brussel sprouts
V - View on Politics: liberal
W- Worst Habit: sloth
W- Where are you going to travel next: New York City baby! or work.... if we're talk the more immediate futre.
W- What's up: boredom. hence the updating
X - X-Rays: are a good way to see if you have a tumor or broken bone among other things which require medical attention
X - X-Rated: where!?
X - XYZ: uh...
Y - Year you were born: 1987
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow: .... flowers, pee.....
Z - Zoo Animal: orca whales
Z - Zodiac: taurus
Z - Zoolander: god-awful movie
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
for ocean
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
i walked around all day today without my ankle brace on (for those of yuou who don't know I sprained my ankle)... but now my ankle hurts. so, i won't be running tonight at poekoelan (indonesian martial art... very cool). however, i did recently recieve my white belt rank and first stripe. you start out wiht nothing then earn your belts. *sigh* i wish i could be as strong as people think i am. life is very fast. and the road is long. and i keep tripping over my own two gods be damned feet. at least after the IA paper, life is going to be easy. i have only one real exam- Latin. and one take home exam- but that really doesn't count. this way ends and another will soon make itself known. hopefully the footing will be less difficult. Thursday, March 16, 2006
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Monday, January 30, 2006
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Friday, January 13, 2006
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
Thursday, December 22, 2005
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate Inventing America. i think it's official. i have the worst paper topic, but he still seems to think i can actually write a paper on it. he gives me way too much credit. i wonder how badly my grade would suffer if i just left without turning it in... no no no!!!! i can't do that. need an A. everything else seems to be going ok.
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i can't tell.... i am either a tiger or a wolf... arg!!! two way cool animals...
who am i?
Your TIGER DAEMON shows an unmistakable aura of pride, resilience, and aggression. Your balance of impatience and inspiration make you a creative leader, although you are prone to dangerous extremes.
Take this quiz!
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more poems for phenol
Decent into Madness
Water can never wash away the stain made on thine hands,
an eternal jewel of darkest black.
What blood hath been spilled hath not quenthed thine thurst
but hath given thee fire.
Hell is murky and hath many shadows
that flicker passed the light of a guttering candle.
The fatal bell man cries in the dark, seen only by the sentinel.
The bell to knells and summons thee
to heaven or to hell.
Thou doest wear the face of the serpent
and have the tongue but not the lease of nature.
Thou art a painted devil who soley decieves thy-self.
But, Lo! What damnible spot of red.
Thine hands will never be clean.
Thine's day of reckoning shattered by a scream.
What was done cannot be undone.
What was clean is now unclean.
Out, out candle and plunge thee into darkness.
So easy is thine decent.
The ruins stand tettoring towards inexistence
Bleached white as bones in the sun
As dusks falls, they still stand
Another day gone and another takes its place.
Bleached white as bones in the sun
Threads of green waeve their way through cracks
Another day gone and another takes its place
Waves crashing below drown out the bitter-sweet song of a lark.
Threads of green weave their way through crakcs
Ghosts and shadows linger on
Waves crashing below drown out the bitter-sweet song of a lark
Seaweed bobs up and down like coffins caught in the tide.
Ghosts and shadows linger on
Wandering through corridors, unrestful, forever trapped
Seaweed bobs up and down like coffins caught in the tide
Bringing the dead to the rocks of their one time home.
Wandering through corridors, unrestful, forever trapped
Bringing the dead to the rocks of their one time home
The ruins stand tettoring towards inexistence
And yet, they still stand at the center of everything.
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looking for blackberries
on the top of a cliff
two little girls hold hands
too small to be noticed
the wind carries the sound
of a voice's pleading call
i can see
two little girls
all alone in this world
they play
far from the light
that spills through the rain
the sounds of water
drown the voice
that calls for the girls to come home
two little girls
forgetting their blackberries
fade in and out through the fog
that obscures my way
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oy! what's up people? long time no... see or hear i guess.
anyways, life is going.... it does that doesn't it. things really aren't that good or that bad... so i guess that's good. however, i sometimes wish stuff would happen just so i know that i was really here. i've been so spacy lately. seriously spacy. like hours pass and it seems like seconds. i think i'm starting to freak out my new roomie, whom i love dearly. (so much better that my last room-mate. we really get a long well. i evern have a room-mate for next year too, that i chose, not the school.) i don;t even remember what i think about, just that i do think... i hope anyways. but then again, that's hard to tell with me.
but in the times that i am aware of i have a lot of fun. during the first half of the year, you meet a bunch of people and then in the second half of the year you really start to click with people. i seem to clicking with people now. however, i really want to strangle jonathan. seriously. the kid drives me nuts. him and jacob. bash them over the head until the gods decide to take back their abomination or give them brains... and take away jonathan's stench because he really reeks. besides them, i really am enjoying people. especially the anime and fencing club people. we're going to the Flogging Molly concert up in Seattle in week. i am so excited. i really love Flogging Molly. they are just awesome.
however, i think next week could take sometime getting here especailly since i have two midterms the day of the concert. latin 102 and inventing america 102. latin is a bitch per usual and inventing america is core, so it's required to graduate. then again, so is latin if i want a classics minor. now, the real question is: should i be nervous about the fact that i have no idea what i want to do with my life... at all? beacuse i real am starting to panic.
meh the best thing so far this year has been hanging out with Carolyn. it's really nice to cement our friendship once again. i think we're even better friends around this time. i hope it continues.
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i saw this and was reminded of how much i loved these books. i've always wanted a daemon and always wanted to know what mine would be. i think it'sa good match.
Your WOLF DAEMON shows that you are solitary,
ferocious, and often intimidating, but not
without your sufficient loyalty and poise.
People tend to misunderstand you, but you
prefer your own company, anyway.
What Animal Would Your Daemon Settle As?
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because i have updated and no one was here to witness it... so, back to the old daysTommy Lee Shares Your Taste in Music 
See his whole playlist here (iTunes required)
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i just now noticed that this posted was necessary...
FUCK THE TOWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
May it fall and crumble in the dust of ages past.
Let those who seek it have peace for their eternally restless wandering and troubled mind.
Let these worlds whither and die in the light of today's athestic beliefs and technology, so that a new universe may be cast in its place with fate more gentle than ka.
Fare ye well Roland, for we shall meet again and again until the right path is found, ka is satisfied, and the Tower itself collects all of us into itself and the universe begins again with a bang.
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Greed: Very High Gluttony: Medium Wrath: Very High Sloth: High Envy: High Lust: High Pride: High
The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com
so, did anyone doubt that the results would be anything differnet? no? good. but the question this really beds is: does this make me a bed person?
anyways on to the real news. i leave in two days back to portland. i have to say i am looking foreward to going back if only to see all my friends and get away from my parents. however i did have a great break and it was wonderful to see you all again and i'll see you again this summer.
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Happy New Year!
because phenol wants a real update
hey everyone, Happy Christmas!!!!! hope you all got what you wanted. i did alright... except when "Santa" gives you iPod accessories for the new iPod and you have a third generation iPod without video or camera capabilities... yeah, thanks mom. but i did get the iPod Bose Speaker- very cool.
anyways- I'm home. if you haven't seen me stop bye sometime or call me... email works too.
just got my grades back for my first semester and i'm not happy. i mean, it wasn't awful- i know people who failed classes but still, i guess i just expect more for myself. no- i really don't. my parents just expect more from me because of my brothers' intellegence. sorry mom and dad that i'm not as smart as them and that i will probaly never win the nobel prize for anything but you know what? most millionaires are B students, so while i may not be the smartest and have the best grades, i'll be putting you into a home so you better be nice to me cuz otherwise i might just put you in a dumster instead of a home! besides i have the most common sense, the best reasoning and the best money managing skills out of all three kids.
besdies that i'm a woman- so if i don't get what i deserve, i'll sue based on sexual harassment!
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a last prayer
Alix: do not read this unless you are past page 405 in The Dark Tower book VII.
Good-bye Eddie. Wait for us in the clearing and once more we shall be ka-tet.
We will protect the dihn from his son and see him safetly to The Tower.
Long days and pleasant nights, sai.
For the Tower, for your Dihn, for Gilead and New York: May the Tower ever stand.
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